Do they get any more handsome than this boy?
I think not!
So I've really been trying to savor and enjoy each and every moment of Jacob's infancy. With Riley we were so excited to see her hit her next milestone that we, or I, sort of pushed her through these fun and exciting times. I think part of me probably wanted to see Riley hit her milestones because of her clubfeet and I wanted proof that she was ok and that her feet wouldn't hold her back, but she was also our first so everything was SO exciting. Jacob's our last and I want to keep him a baby as long as possible, and I really want to enjoy each moment. Ironically, it seems to be going way faster than it did with Riley and also ironically, he's huge where as Riley was tiny and I probably could have stretched her infancy into her 2nd year, especially since I was doing her laundry last week and realized that she's been wearing a pair of 18-24 month jeans at almost 3 1/2, and while they looked a big snug on her, she could totally get away with wearing them. Out of principle I put them in the give away pile!
Anyway, I was driving home from a birthday party with Jacob on Saturday thinking about how I can't believe he's already 6 months old next week and before long I'll be planning his first birthday party and Riley is going to be moving to Pre-K, yes Pre-K, how is it possible that my 4lbs of Fury is ready for Pre-K, in the fall. This song by Trace Adkins came on my IPod, I love this song, he sang it on Celebrity Apprentice a few seasons ago and I just fell in love with it. It goes through the life events of a girl starting when she's a teenager and into her having kids and she's rushing to each next phase of her life. I love the chorus though because it's really the truth. I'm really trying to live this these days:
"You're gonna miss this
You're gonna want this back
You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast
These Are Some Good Times
So take a good look around
You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this"
Because before long after school is going to mean Riley going up to her room, closing the door, and turning on her music or texting her friends, instead of asking me to play "going to Disneyland" (or India which is where we traveled by "bus" to last week) and Jacob is going to be one of the boys going to whatever sports practice he has and I'm really going to miss these days. As hard and as sleepless as the past 6 month have been with 2 kids, I'm going to miss this age where I am the center of their worlds. I love watching Jacob's face light up when he sees me, I love seeing the joy in Riley's face when I take her to the park or when I just sit down and play pretend with her. I love watching Jacob sit and reach for toys, I love watching him find his feet and try to figure out how to put it in his mouth. I love watching Riley love on her brother, tell me I'm her best friend and ask me if she's my friend. Because I know how I was as a teenager and before long she's going to be telling me that she hates me and I've ruined her life, I want her to want to be my friend forever. Life is going way to fast, I just want to freeze time and enjoy each moment but life moves so fast.
I bet you didn't expect such a deep post from the title of this!